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You...want my help.

[ it's not a question. but a kind of prowling, curious conclusion. peg glances over her shoulder, at the dopp kit she left sitting on the bed, and then to the open door. he wants her to stay? and help? and he's not wearing his shirt and suddenly the room feels unbearably warm.

peggy clears her throat before turning to face him once more. chin up, eyes on his eyes, because she's damned well lost if she lets them stray. ]

It's a knife, Steve. You—[ she makes vague, shaving gestures with the bare blade ]—scrape. There's nothing to it.

It's not like the sets I know. You seem familiar with it and you want me to shave, don't you?

[ it's a challenge, if there ever was one. She's here, that has to mean something. Steve's look seems to say fish or cut bait. He thinks ( he hopes ) he knows which option she'll opt for. The corners of his mouth twist into a smile. ]

Come on. It won't take too long.

[ not too long, he says. ]

[ helluva corner he's backed her into. if she refuses, then she opens herself up to questions of why. what makes this the line in her sand when she's been a near constant presence for nearly other domestic duty since they both took to living in this gargantuan mansion? peggy clicks her tongue, tastes the metallic psychosomatic flavour of her own impatience, and waggles the very sharp blade in the air between them.

steve bloody rogers. he's...he's incorrigible. years on ice, and he's still as impossibly difficult and wonderful as he's ever been. another note for her personal columns rather than her professional ones. ]

Get a chair. [ she concedes. no. orders. ] That one by the desk'll do. Haul it back into the bathroom. By the sink.

[ she bits down on the razor's handle, holds it still between her teeth, and begins the meticulous process of rolling her sleeves up to her elbows. ]

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[ last night was all soft. Steve's teasing seems to have inspire all that softness to turn to steel. He doesn't seem to mind it one bit, however, he watches her for a moment before nodding. ]

Yes ma'am.

[ he moves at once, walking over to get the chair and move it to the bathroom as she's ordered. He takes a seat and tries to bite back his smile. He shouldn't be teasing her too terribly. She's being wonderfully kind, after all. He has a feeling, however, that if he tells her that, she'll probably smack him. ]

[ she uses this time to stop up the sink and fill it halfway with warm, clear water. beyond that, she sets up her 'station' with the soap and the brush and a leather strop. she's stropping the razor, still, when he returns with the chair and places it exactly where she wants it. ]

Remember. This is a lesson. [ she's already chiding him. ] I expect you to pay attention. I won't always have time or inclination to be your valet.

Yes ma'am.

[ it seems to be the motto of the day. He's dutiful, obedient, even. As if he knows that it's what she needs at the moment, rather than the teasing and him being a wise-ass. Besides, why should he complain, when she's about to do as he's asked her, strictly or otherwise? ]

I'm paying very close attention.

[ though to what, is unclear. ]

[ she damn well knows there's insubordination hidden in his easy, practiced obedience. she can't quite sniff it out, yet, but she's sure she'll find it before the end. peggy lets the razor balance on the sink's edge and, taping the brush bristles against her palm, she tilts her chin toward the chair. ]

Well?

[ good lord. he's going to make her articulate every damned command. it's malicious compliance—rather than doing what he knows she'll want, he waits for her to say it. ]

Go on. Take a seat. You're the one who gave your word it wouldn't take long.

I did, didn't I.

[ he moves towards the chair and sits down, watches her all the while. he doesn't know why this feels right, rather than simply asking Peggy to cook her dinner and ask for that dance that she's promised him five years ago. Maybe that would feel too traditional and too sentimental, it would remind them both of the time they've lost. This, too, will come in time.

For now, here's Peggy with a razor in hand and Steve sitting in the chair waiting for her and he doesn't have a single complaint. ]

'm ready.

[ she trades the razor for the shaving brush. if he's going to be so adamantly difficult, then she supposes she can deliver some difficulty of her own. they've danced around their own bodies for days, now. weeks. she douses the shaving brush in the little tin holding a dried up bar of soap and, with wet bristles, coaxes foam and suds to life. then—pressing her outer thigh against his—she leans in to paint a thick line of shaving cream down his cheek. a dollop drops on his shoulder. she doesn't stoop to clean it. ]

You're ridiculous, you know.

[ she murmurs as she works. lathering him up. painting him with suds. prepping him. ]

[ she's close. He had planned for this, but somehow her proximity catches unprepared. It's a swift, elegant move and then she's right there and he can feel the warmth where her thigh touches his. The contact makes him look up before remembering that she's working on his face. he clears his throat. ]

Sorry.

[ he looks ahead again, sitting still. behaving. ]

You were saying?

[ she was saying that he's ridiculous. peggy crooks her finger and nudges his head to the side, revealing a length of bare neck that she soon lathers. ]

So eager to play the common man. The every-fellow.

[ peggy upbraids him even as she dotes on him. it's a singular superpower, and one that she didn't need a serum to gain. ]

But right now you're no better than Howard Stark. I imagine Mister Jarvis does his shaving, too.

That's not the same.

[ for once, he's pretty sure Howard Stark isn't interested in his butler in any way. Steve's agenda is entirely different. He wants Peggy, not an easy time cleaning his face every few days. ]

You're describing a force of habit. It's not like that. You're teaching me. You're doing a damn good job, too.

[ he smiles, knowing she watches him. ]

It's just this once.

[ well, probably. ]

[ she gives his one still-dry cheek a light smack with the back of her fingers. corrective, playful, a mixture of the two. hard to say—it's not entirely kind and it's not entirely good but it's also not entirely terrible either. she knows it even as she does it. ]

Sod off. I've hardly started. So flattery isn't welcome.

[ yet. she soothes the place she smacked with a long painted line of shaving cream, and then another, and a third, before tossing the brush in the sink. it bobs there. ]

[ he has to fight many urges. to grab hold of her fingers, of her knee, to laugh happily at her objection and her momentarily ire, to sit still until she's finished. ]

So far, so good.

[ he insists. Once she's done with the first step, he dares to angle his head to look at her. ]

Next time, I think I'll be okay on my own.

[ he thinks. ]

...It's hardly building a rocket. Or baking a pie.

[ neither of which peggy can do, incidentally, but they're examples of tasks she considers far, far harder than shaving a man's face. christ! she's not a man and she can intuit how it's done. has (perhaps) done it once or twice before. but she's never actually expressed that reality to steve.

there's a part of her that hopes he won't ask. there's another part of her that hopes he will. either way, she won't volunteer it. ]

You'd best start keeping your head still.

[ she warns him as she wraps her fingers around the razor's hilt. ]

This next part isn't so gentle.

Yes ma'am.

[ ever dutiful once more, he makes himself comfortable and inches just a bit in his chair so she can have something to lean on, if she'll need the leverage. He looks at the bathroom's wall across from him, sitting still so she can work. ]

You know, I dunno how to build a rocket but I do know how to bake a pie, if you'd like one.

[ living alone with his mother, he's often helped her as much as he could, far more than most boys would. ]

To pay you back.

—How about you wait and see whether we manage without nicking anything vital, hm? Before you start talking compensation.

[ she's growing exasperated with his cheeky, cocksure comebacks. all glimmer and goodwill. too happy with himself, she thinks, for talking her into shaving him. it's only fitting that she make the whole ordeal a little less...comfortable. and while peggy had never made much of a point to use her wiles against him in the past, it's not as if she's a stranger to the minor movements and touches necessary to drive a mark to distraction.

first, namely, she does indeed splay a warm palm against his chest—for leverage—as she leans in with the razor, scraping a line just below his ear. ]

[ her touch is welcome. He's warm but he somehow feels like she's warmer; or perhaps the skin she touches flushes beneath her fingers. He takes a deep breath, inhaling through his nose, counting his own heartbeats. He has a sinking suspicion she can feel his pulse picking up beneath his palm. He tries not to move his head, not to look at her, not while she's still working. ]

I trust you.

[ that, at least, is said very seriously. Not a tease at all. ]

[ the sentiment strikes a little too close to the bone. sweet, and heartfelt, and so very far from the wheelhouses they're meant to be operating in. all she has for him in reply is a stiff, awkward shake of her head as she lays the blade once more against his skin and pulls a long, scraping stroke.

after each one, she reaches down and strops the blade clean on the outer seam of his trousers. heedless, really, of the mess it makes. ]

Hi - hold on - Peg.

[ he doesn't move his head but he's laughing, shoulders shaking ever so slightly. He finally does reach for her, fingers resting on her side. The fabric is soft, he doesn't withdraw his touch just yet. ]

Didn't you say this was a lesson? You can't be teaching me to be untidy. Aren't you the one who said tidiness is important?

[ has she said it? who even knows, but he's willing to assume she had, at some point, back at Leigh. ]

[ she didn't expect—but perhaps she should have—his hand on her hip. steadying, but also interrupting. peg pauses in her work, blade dripping cream and culled hairs, and eases an open hand down to his wrist.

gently but firmly, she pries his fingers off her body. ]

Arms at your sides, Steve.

[ it's not that she doesn't want to be touched. it's that she wants him to suffer.

just a little. ]

[ he listens; only because she's said so very clearly and only because it will give him time to think of his next plan. And so he does as she's asked, putting his hands on his knees. It's a thrill, trying his luck, even if this one move hadn't worked. At the very least he knows what her blouse felt like, its texture, soft and sleek. ]

I'm just sayin'. Is this how you want me to learn?

[ she ignores him. she does it with purpose and she does it with diligence and she props his head to one side as she draws the edged blade down a wide swath of his cheek, adjusting for his jaw. she turns the blade, twists her wrist, and takes the next direction upward—along his neck.

and afterwards, yet again, she cleans the razor on his trousers. ]

Better on your slacks than my stockings.

[ she at long last murmurs, eyes focused on his face but not his eyes. ]

I see your point.

[ better on his slacks, indeed. His palms open and close, trying not to reach for her again as it hasn't worked last time. He'll try again, when the time is right. For now, he'll close his eyes and enjoy her presence. ]

I'll change later.

—Good.

[ it's the nearest she's come to saying something nice ever since he walked out and found her sitting on his bed. of course, such niceness is accompanied by a rather reckless escalation. to best service the centre of his chin, the bit of skin above his lip, she nudges his knees apart and slips smoothly between them. all without lifting her palm off his chest, where she's been holding steady feeling his heart pound.

peggy leans in—looking a little too smug with herself as she draws the blade up his adam's apple. ]

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